Addiction is a disease.

We can't control it once in it.
We want to escape from ourselves.
We can control if we want to get in it or not
but that's not in it.
We are never in unless we are already in it.
Once in, there's almost no out.
When and what is the rock bottom?
It's different for everyone.
We only know it's sad and nothing good comes out of it.
So why do we become or want to become addicts?
Because unless you are one, you don't know how it feels.