2010 going 2011

2010 is the worse year that I have had in my life though I'm pretty sure is not the worst of my life but so far it seems that way. No complains cause maybe that's how we learn and since at least I can still be here typing, maybe it ain't that bad afterall. I don't know what is going to happen in 2011 but I know I will be able to get through it. No matter what happens.

I am a person with problems but I don't find it comfortable to say them out. I used to be fine with that. I don't know if it's me or recently the problems seem to have escalated to a much higher level. It's hard and I'm scared. I'm worried. I am not fine and I know it.